
Tired of Being Alone
You know that song by Al Green? “Tired of Being Alone”? I am so feeling that right now. Today I ran into two men I have dated previously. Both stuck in Peter Pan mode for very different reasons. Both nice guys, in some respects, with whom I have chemistry. But because they aren’t looking for a girlfriend with staying power, we started off as friends, went out once and then went back to being friends. Well, they both invited me over today. And I so wanted to go be with Someone. Because I am so very tired of not having anyone hold me at night.
But I turned them both down, because while I need physical release. And while I would love to be held all night long. It would go no where. And, maybe it’s the girl in me, but it also would be missing something. Because it’s going nowhere. So I chose to go home, and stay home instead.
So now it’s after midnight. And my bed looks so fucking lonely. Wondering if I made the right choice…
What about you? Have you ever felt bone tired of being alone? What did you do?
For another related post, see Ugh – Loneliness
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What’s the saying? “This to shall pass….” Let’s say you did go see one of these guys and did have a “makeout session” and stayed the night. Would you wake up this morning and regret doing that because you know that nothing is going to come of it? Wouldn’t this scenario be more of a type of “booty call” on some levels since its not going to go anywhere?
Hopefully some of the above made sense…..I do feel your pain though. It does get lonely at times not having someone to cuddle with (yes I like to cuddle ok..lol), spoon with, etc…. But in the end I realize that I’d much rather have a girl with staying power (as you say) than just any girl to take up space in my bed…..